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  💣 Hustle My whole life has been about hustling. Making ends meet. I'm blessed to have a job that pays me well. But does not make me happy as much. It made me believe that money can't buy happiness. Back then during my schooling days. I have been working odd jobs.  Burning midnight oil. I don't get things my way most of the time.  I need to work my ass off for it. Saving my money. To travel, to spend, to enjoy and to provide. But thanks to my current job.  It doesn't make me hustle too much.  But of course by not hustling I am sacrificing my free time with my family and friends being away from them. I hustle a lot when I'm single. I tried to make ends meet. It sucks but it gets the job done. But that is when I was still single. Now that I am married, I don't even know wether hustling is allowed with the time management that I have. Truth be told I have problems with time management. I tried to maintain my friendships, family time and personal time. But its jus

            💙 Come up to meet you, tell you I'm sorry You don't know how lovely you are I had to find you, tell you I need you Tell you I set you apart Tell me your secrets and ask me your questions Oh, let's go back to the start Running in circles, coming up tails Heads on a science apart Nobody said it was easy It's such a shame for us to part Nobody said it was easy No one ever said it would be this hard Oh, take me back to the start I was just guessing at numbers and figures Pulling the puzzles apart Questions of science, science and progress Do not speak as loud as my heart But tell me you love me, come back and haunt me Oh and I rush to the start Running in circles, chasing our tails

  Sometimes it's not about yourself. Sometimes it is. Depends on the situation. I can't say the same about myself because as it is it may seem as a biased comment. I have tried my best not to get angry. I have tried my best to suppressed all this emotions. I have tried my best to be my better self. What I doing wrong. Where have I gone wrong. It seems that everything I did is a problem or a mistake. Going out I have to be on my toes. Being away I have to be on my toes. Going to work I have to be on my toes. Going out with our friends together I have to be on my toes. Saying things I have to be on my toes. There is no more being open about what I feel. Or how I react. Can't be too nice. Can't be too sacarstic. Can't be too helpful. Can't be mindful. Can't be bitching. Can't be changing plans last minute. Can't be late. and few others I can't remember. What happen to the happy go lucky me? What happen to freedom? Is it true when you are married its

                                                                              🙈🙉🙊 Positivity and negativity is all in the head. How you perceived it and make it happen. How much you want it. Different people have different mindset towards it. So here is mine. Positivity and Negativity  Positivity is something quite hard to achieve. But it's achievable. It's quite similar about giving NO FUCKS in life. Think good of others. Think good. Think of good instead of a disappointment. Think of a happy side to every sad side. Think of a brighter side of dark. Think of good karma. Think that people do things for a good reason. You can have your own negativities.  But always counter it back with positivity. But. News Flash. Being too positive can be on the downside as well. You can spread positivity to yourself. But to spread it on others. That is a huge battle. Trust me. Its a constant battle to spread positivity vibe on a person. Especially when that person has a very strong personal

💭 It's amazing at how our minds work. The magnificent mind. Like the saying goes. Mind over matter. I always have my own battle in my head. And it gets even harder when feelings are involved. I'm not here to preach or tell anybody that this is how thoughts are suppose to be arrayed. Not to educate individuals that thoughts are supposed to be as such. Just sharing my experiences and whatever I have learnt throughout my 31 years on this earth. My thoughts and thinking process are generally as what it is due to my upbringing and what I see happening around me. I don't really have a perfect childhood. But I had an awesome one. But also a traumatic one. Atleast for me. I'm Asian. So you know what asian parents do when you do something wrong. Or even when you're not at fault but they think you're at fault. I'm always beaten up by my mom. It's not a pretty sight. But sometimes it's partly because of what I did. So I got scared of whatever my mom is gonna d

❤ Change. Change can mean different things for different people. It varies on the different levels for each individual. For me. Change is constant. It's an ongoing situation in your life wherever you are. With whoever you with. It depends on your situation and issues that comes with it. Difficult situation forces you to make the change instant. Some other situations doesn't. It's taps on your thinking and problem solving skills. You know those you learnt in school. Your initiative to act to something instead of just reacting towards that situation. Not all can get a hold of this traits. It's  how you are being trained. Be it in school, home or workplace. And thats just the half of the factor that could train you for this traits. The other half is yourself. Your attitude and thinking. Teachings can be thrown to you day and night. 24/7 all around the clock. But at the end of the day is up to you wether you wanna apply those traits on yourself. Or just keep on dwelling and